Walking back to happiness — from the depths of grief to the peaks of joy!

Esther Nagle
2 min readJan 10, 2022

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I never understood the idea of walking for pleasure. It was a functional thing, a way to get where I wanted to go.

That all changed in 2006.

Following the death of my brother in late 2005, I became closer with my mother.

One day, tired of endless cups of tea and tears at her dining table, I asked her to take me on one of her regular, favourite walks, just up the hill from where I grew up.

As we walked, I felt a burn in my calves I’d never experienced, as I wondered if this was to be how I died, climbing a mountain for no other reason than “because we can”.

But after a while, the view opened up and I saw beauty that I didn’t know existed, just a short walk from my childhood home.

Once the climbing eased and the path flattened, I was able to breathe easier, and the burn in my muscle became almost enjoyable.

By the time we reached the summit, I was in love. With the home town I had never appreciated.

  • With time well spent with my mother.
  • With the beauty and awe of nature.
  • And with walking as a perfect weekend activity.

Within weeks I had all the kit for mountain walking. And i had a passion and hobby that has kept me sane, given me a love of fitness and adventure, and brought unfathomable joy and connection to my life.

I’m at my happiest when I’m in my walking boots on a mountain or cliff path. What’s your happy place?

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Esther Nagle
Esther Nagle

Written by Esther Nagle

Midlife sober and recovery coach, here to help you find your life of health, happiness and FUN without needing booze to do it